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July 6th, 2006] |
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it's official.
it's over.
i broke up with him in a myspace message.
lame i know but it was the only way.
and i feel very good.
:D
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[Wednesday
July 5th, 2006] |
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i'm so sick
i can barely move
i look like shit
ughhh
make me feel better
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[Monday
July 3rd, 2006] |
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ohmygod
what a fucking liar
i hate men
and the thing is
i don't deserve any better
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[Tuesday
June 27th, 2006] |
today me and vicky went on an adventure we ate a lot
walked to my house from old town, which is like 3 miles in the humidness
then went scootering and rollerblading
:D these are our retarded pics
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[Thursday
June 22nd, 2006] |
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hmmm
i keep on going for walks
it's so comforting just to walk not knowing where you're going. Just to think and listen to my ipod. yeah i know i'm weird.
i'm giving nate one more chance, he knows. if he fucks up again i'm breaking up with him, it's too stressful.
me and ano scared the shit out of amanda scene but that girl still has balls. we went to talk to her yesterday and after she walked away called ano a bitch. ano of course went after her. she actually had the nerve to do it again today. i had to hold ano back. that girl has on temper she can't control. i can't imagine not being her best friend. she either hates you or grows tired of you. i love her so much. we hung out today at the mall for five hours dancing and walking around.
no more school. thank the roman gods. i want this summer to be amazing. i don't ever want to be home. i want to go a zillion random places with the people i'm closest to. hopefully i'll meet some new people too. i need aquantences because i hardly have any. but here's my list so far.
-oceanside
-beach
-sixflags
-zankou
-katie's house to swim
-natalene's house to swim
-disneyland
-knotts
-bowling
-celebrity sleepover with rosalyn
-tea party with connor
-parties
-shows
-the ponds
-road trip
-vegas
this list can go on but i'll shutup. i am going to do every one of these things. whoever wants to do them with me is free to join me. :D
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[Tuesday
June 20th, 2006] |
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it's amazing how a song can brighten your whole day
despite being left hanging for the millionth time
milkshake has made my day
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[Thursday
June 15th, 2006] |
"That's what boyfriends do, they take our souls out and pee on it"-Vicky
ahahahaha i love you vicky
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[Tuesday
June 13th, 2006] |
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so haven't updated lately
yesterday was a lot of fun
double date with connor and vicky
awwww
we went bowling then to nate's house
i'm feeling a lot better from last week
me and nate worked things out finally
and i'm no longer carrying other people's problems on my shoulders
i want this weekend to be amazing
i want this summer to be amazing
but it's going to be completely ruined
i have a class at PCC that ruins it
Monday through Thursday three hours each day
UGHHHHH i'm probably going to end up dropping it
i want my summer to be GREAT
one that i won't forget
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[Wednesday
June 7th, 2006] |
yay
i loved tonight
senior project presentations
everyone was there
i got hyper off of artificial sugar
saw some tight projects
tried to setup vicky with conner
had a lot of fun with everyone
vicky ano jackie rosalyn jasmine thalia lydia alicia
nate ryan conner jesse john
everyone i lovelovelove you
bwahahaha
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[Tuesday
June 6th, 2006] |
i'm such a happy girl
today was so great
i don't know why exactly
but it was really great
i love my gurlies and my baby
i love everyone
i feel gross and greasy but it's all good
OH AND I"M IN LOVE WITH THIS BAND
i've had it forever but never listened
OHMYGOD
goodnight
i'll shutup.
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[Monday
June 5th, 2006] |
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i swear
most of the time
it doesn't even feel like i have a boyfriend
we're always fighting
we hardly ever talk
but when we're alone together...things are perfect
and nothing matters
ugh this is so dysfunctional
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[Saturday
June 3rd, 2006] |
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just so tired
vicky came over yesterday
and went on a walking adventure for like an hour
it was fun we even went to nate's house since he lives so close
but left after like two minutes of his kickback
then she slept over and we watched to break up today
lamelamelame
after that we chilled at paseo and went home
i then went to nate's house for a few hours
i love his parents
i feel bad he always has to deal with my mom though
ugh now i just want to stay home tomorrow
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[Wednesday
May 31st, 2006] |
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how come i get so mad over this stupid shit?
even though i know everything will be ok in a couple hours
it hurts so bad right now
this has to stop
i cryed last night before i was relieved
i'm so unstable, i'm so happy at school then when i get home it just falls apart
i want to do so much
SOOOON
go to beach and six flags and oceanside and just pretty much get out of pasadena
i don't want to go to parties or shows
i'm over them
i want to do new things
no more shopping because i'm saving up for a chloe or balenciaga
just wish someone could understand the way i feel
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[Saturday
May 20th, 2006] |
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So yesterday was prom.
:D
It was so fun!
I ditched school with nate and we chilled at his house and he made me pancakes. Then watched most of the DaVinci Code. After that i got caught being with him without permission so i'm grounded for today. Then i got ready for prom but forgot a camera, so i'm counting on other people for pics. But we hung out with Jackie and Shane most of the time and ate and danced. Then I went home. Yeah I', really glad i went. I looked pretty cute, and I never say that.
So I guess me and Nate are together offficially, finally, it's been like two weeks hanging out everyday. So I'm really glad and stuff it's just going to be hard since he's a senior, he's going to be gone. Even though he just going to PCC, he'll probably forget about me. I don't know, but everything has been falling into place for me. I'm VERY happy with all aspects of my life. Even me and syd are talking again. She also got an 18 year old bf. ahahah craddlerobbers.
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[Sunday
May 14th, 2006] |
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i'm so stressed out over prom
i only have my dress
no shoes, sweater, clutch, jewelry, make-up NOTHING
plus nate doesn't have his suit(i don't like tuxes)
other than that i'm pretty chill
been hanging out with nate alot
it's so much easier when people can drive
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[Friday
May 5th, 2006] |
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i'm so mad and confused and so many other shit.
i have no idea what to do anymore
my mind is always racing
i feel under so much stress
i just want things to be calm and to work out.
school is just dramadrama.
why can't everyone just get along.
and now i'm going to prom and stressing out what to wear, hair , shoes make-up andasdhkja
i have this funny feeling in my stomach, it hurts and tickles
WTF DOES THAT MEAN
then i have to cancel plans with ano because she invited a whole bunch of people i don't want to hang out with
and to make things alot worse i got a big streak of permanent marker on my bcbg top
>:O
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[Thursday
May 4th, 2006] |
uhm
should i go to prom?
i really want to get all dressed up
and have fun and stuff
while still a freshy
but i don't know if i like him
he's really cute and sweet but i dunno
i'm too scared of getting in a relationship,
now that it's right there
but i'm always bitching when i don't have one
soconfusedsoconfused
help
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[Sunday
April 30th, 2006] |
fun day
with muh gurl jacckie
DDR showdown.
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